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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

LOST

hahaha... ever since i got this acc this is the fivth time i have a post..
why do i need to post out?? actually i dun have a intention to do any posting at all.
this blog is just to see what my friends is doing recently, how are they and so.
but now i have some feelings which i want to sae but i dunno how to express out.
so i intend to post it out, better den i tok with someone.
recently i have a feeling which goes deep into my mind that tells me i am a big failure.
i have a suck charc, brainless, not gentle enff and super aunty.
suck charc is becos i like pretty gals.. trust me, realli like.
but.... i dun like them to be near to my dear dear..
brainless is becos i create trouble for sister to handle it for me.. so i am so useless..
not gentle enff is becos when i see those girls rite who can speak softly like speaking in the air...
i felt ashame, damn ashame... i was not born with gentle voice.. or sweet voice..
i tend to walk like no body business, talk loudly like ppl owe me money..
i hate that kind of me.. i keep asking myself is those gals acting too good?? or am i really being too rude??
i dun realli like to make up, but without make up i feel tat i am out of this world...
now whenever i walk on the street there is full of power of ppl face...
but mine?? pale only i can say...
what should i do?? haiz
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