Friday, September 5, 2008
become stupid
i feel like an idiot these few days..
i feel that i am not being cared or being loved...
am i over sensitive??? i try to be kind, gentle..
but it seem like i have failed...
i have failed my test...
i still cant get over the test for thinking too much...
why do i feel insecure once again???
is it becos i asking too much again???
i tried my best to be the best le...
but it seem like i have no right to be ppl gf..
i am a failure without love..
i have experience before but once again i failed...
should i give myself another chance or i should just change my mindcept..
love a gal not a guy..
or izzit tat i dun even have the chance to love someone...
am i really that bad??? should i just kill myself and reborn so tat i will have new life??
pls tell my choice...Labels: fall
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008
LOST
hahaha... ever since i got this acc this is the fivth time i have a post..
why do i need to post out?? actually i dun have a intention to do any posting at all.
this blog is just to see what my friends is doing recently, how are they and so.
but now i have some feelings which i want to sae but i dunno how to express out.
so i intend to post it out, better den i tok with someone.
recently i have a feeling which goes deep into my mind that tells me i am a big failure.
i have a suck charc, brainless, not gentle enff and super aunty.
suck charc is becos i like pretty gals.. trust me, realli like.
but.... i dun like them to be near to my dear dear..
brainless is becos i create trouble for sister to handle it for me.. so i am so useless..
not gentle enff is becos when i see those girls rite who can speak softly like speaking in the air...
i felt ashame, damn ashame... i was not born with gentle voice.. or sweet voice..
i tend to walk like no body business, talk loudly like ppl owe me money..
i hate that kind of me.. i keep asking myself is those gals acting too good?? or am i really being too rude??
i dun realli like to make up, but without make up i feel tat i am out of this world...
now whenever i walk on the street there is full of power of ppl face...
but mine?? pale only i can say...
what should i do?? haizLabels: fall
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
SCH OPEN!!
haiz...
new sch start le.. but ,but assignment waiting for mi like helll..
html blah blah blah...
cant stand it le la..
actualli come here just to update for the sake of my project..
OMG..
haha
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
wow!!! early in the morning and hui ru wake mi up to ask which school i am posted to.
she seem to be more eager den mi to know sia. haha. but i cant give her the ans as i did not recieve any message at all. maybe i indicate the wrong number or they left mi out T___T
but lucky i dou dou tell mi there is number to dial to to check it out.
and out of my surprise i was posted to nee ann. haha.
haiz, juz got a stupid call. now no mood to write le. maybe nxt time
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Saturday, February 16, 2008
=)
I have done my editing how is it..
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